guys, i have a story.

my sister studies in a boarding school. and to be honest, these past few weeks she has been coming home even though she shouldn't because of her health.

first time: she undergoes operation for her ovary
second time: she comes back home with a cramp on her waist
third time: she felt dizzy
fourth time: she puked
fifth time: now she's having a fever

and to be honest she has been the strongest most dedicated girl i have ever seen. with all those needles and operations she's gone through, she still keeps a strong will and a hardworking mind. she studies even at home and she got to be in the top 50 of her school seeing that the fact that she's always out sick.

though every time we sent her back to boarding school, she will get sad and depressed and even so unmotivated. and it concerns me and the whole family and we pray hard that she will keep her spirits up.

turns out now we know why she felt so depressed.

apparently her warden; her teacher called her a burden.

she called my baby sister a complete burden just because of her health and she couldn't even be bothered by it.

that

stupid

fucking

old

slut

how do you feel if you're a 14-year old and being called useless or a burden? how do you feel if you're alone in a place with no family and filled with judgmental people? how do YOU FUCKING FEEL IF THE PERSON THAT YOU LOVE IS BEING CALLED USELESS BY SOME STRANGER THAT KNOWS NOTHING?

NO IT'S NOT COOL.
NO IT'S NOT FUN.

SHE IS THE REASON MY SISTER FEELS SO DEMOTIVATED AND DEPRESSED AND NO PERSON SHOULD FEEL THAT WAY.

i thought teachers are inspiring not lowlife bitches. no i will not stand for such a thing. my sister is a smart, strong, wonderful girl and she is the most precious human being there is. i know she wants to get out of that school and i couldn't agree more. however, because of this my dad is infuriated at the dumb woman and can't think straight and is even thinking about irrational stuff like quitting his job. and my mom is crying and at a lost. and i just. i wish i can help all of this away.

please pray for us that we can sort this out. please pray that my dad understands my sister's wish. please pray my mom and dad are calm. PLEASE PRAY THAT THAT FUCKING FUCK GETS HER KARMA STRAIGHT. please pray for my sister's health and hope that she gets get spirits up.

if you may, comment on this journal; anything so i can show my sister how much many people care about her and how that woman is wrong for stating her such a thing. help me show her that she isn't a burden and she is a strong, dedicated girl who, as a big sister, is very, very proud of.

thank you god so many angst and heartache around it's barely half the year yet